When Education Meets Reality

I am just about to finish my second course in the master’s program in organizational leadership at Warner Pacific College and already I am learning concepts that I can directly apply to my business.

For example, in the subject of leading change, there is a model of change illustrated by the following graph:

Disconfirming data are challenges to “self-concepts,” or in my case, how I have defined my business and how I operate. When met with disconfirming data, I learned all too often I am in the Deny/Distort/Discount/Ignore circle instead of going between Enthusiasm/Engagement/Learning, Search for Alternatives, and Experiment circles.

In a couple of weeks, I start Financial Environments of Organizations, a seven-week course focused on topics such as “an overview of the general business environment, financial fundamentals, budgetary concept, project analysis, and assessing the financial well-being of the organization. It will also enable students to utilize financial data for strategic planning and decision-making.”

The Individual Project is most interesting and applicable:

Each student will be required to complete a comprehensive financial research assessment of his or her own company or another company in which he or she has considerable personal or professional stake. This research project will require the student to gain significant knowledge about the financial position and functions of his or her own company and how he or she has impact on it. The student will be required to research his or her company using internal and external information including the internet, personal interviews, financial statements or annual reports, and any other data collection method appropriate to the project. The student will then write a 10–20 page paper analyzing the organization including:

  • An analysis of the current financial standing of the organization including information regarding how the organization’s financial situation is impacting its future planning
  • A competitive and industry analysis
  • A risk analysis for the organization
  • An analysis of the current financial strategy of the organization, and how they allocate financial resources
  • Recommendations for ways to improve the financial condition of the organization.

I’m looking forward to looking a little deeper at my business and how I can improve the financial standing of the work I do for others. It will be difficult, humbling, eye-opening, devastating, and completely necessary.

It’s Easy To Focus When…

I just got back from a two week mission trip to Haiti where a few teams worked on a two-story orphanage. While it was amazing to see what was accomplished in two weeks, it was equally amazing to see how easy it was to focus on the task at hand when nothing was competing for our attention.

Each day was simple:

  1. Wake up.
  2. Eat breakfast.
  3. Be on the truck at 6:30 am.
  4. Work until 10:00 am.
  5. Break for 15 minutes.
  6. Work until 12:00 pm.
  7. Break for two hours to eat lunch.
  8. Work until 5:00 pm.
  9. Clean up.
  10. Eat dinner.
  11. Clean dishes.
  12. Group devotionals.
  13. Collapse from exhaustion.

Not a whole lot of room for distractions. And given the unreliable nature of electricity in the evenings, there was an absence of distraction and lure to be captivated by the internet.

As I get acclimated back to my daily life, I find a desire to maintain the simplicity of focus that was prevalent in Haiti. My schedule is drastically different, but what I have learned is that focus and attention to tasks is easier when there is nothing competing for my attention.

The Tin Man Metaphor

There is nothing quite like describing an emotion or feeling with a metaphor, especially a well-constructed and timely metaphor.

Usually my metaphors are so complex that I spend more time explaining what I mean and less time sitting in awe of the connection between images and emotions.

But last night, I hit pay dirt with this simple metaphor for how I am feeling: I am the Tin Man from The Wizard of Oz, standing in the middle of the forest, with my axe in hand, unable to do my job because I am rusted in place, and the only way to be free is from the action of another person.

I am surrounded by possibility. I have the ability and the means, but I am frozen with fear and inertia.

I have rusted in place and all I can do is wait for people to oil my hinges while I ask this question over and over:

Why didn’t I leave when I saw the clouds rolling in?

2011: The Year Of Phoning It In

I look back at this year and see how much I “phoned in” my performance all year long.

The numbers aren’t lying either.

2011 was a year full of stupid mistakes, a lack of interest, and a severe inability to take risks.

I’m not proud of much this past year.

I held on when I should have let go and I lost grip of what was important.

As I move into 2012, I need to remember one thing: Eventually I need to push all-in and risk everything. I will either win big or lose small. I will never know if I don’t.

If I write this same post next year, it is because I’m still sitting at the table, short-stacked, realizing I’m no longer getting free drinks.

But Will It Last?

It’s amazing what happens in sixteen years: I graduated from high school, went to college, dropped out from college, went back to college, visited multiple countries, worked a couple of jobs, started my own business, got married, got fat then skinny then proportionate, started working on graduate studies, and about a million other milestones and mundane life markers.

Throughout each of these life events, I had a trusty confidant by my side (more accurately, in my mouth, cemented behind my lower teeth).

Keeping my teeth in line, I never really thought about my confidant, it was always there.

Until recently…

My confidant became loose.

My teeth slowly started to shift.

I think about how strong the cement was, holding a small piece of wire in place for sixteen years.

I think about how much food and drink I have consumed over the years.

Not much in this life is made to withstand the brutality food and drink had upon the poor little wire.

I could probably say the wire is a metaphor for life and the need for time-tested confidants to keep us in line, but the wire is not the metaphor, the cement is.

Without the cement, I would have choked on the wire long ago.

What’s Really The Problem?

In a recent MSNBC.com article, ‘Sherlock’ sequel slips, but still tops box office, reporter David Germain writes that “Sherlock Holmes is facing his worst enemy: declining crowds at theaters as this year’s domestic movie attendance dips to the lowest in 16 years.”

This decline in audience is resulting in low box office numbers for the majority of Hollywood films as budgets continue to escalate and originality plummets. Reading between the lines, it is obvious: Hollywood is scared.

While several sources in the article point to marketplaces problems and the recession, all one needs to do is look at how much money Hollywood is pumping into Congress to get them to pass the Stop Online Piracy Act (SOPA)—$91 Million or roughly the budget for Martin Scorsese’s film The Departed—to understand just what they are afraid of. They are afraid of the Internet and what it represents.

SOPA is focused on piracy because as one article suggests: Hollywood lost $6.1 billion in 2005 due to bootlegging and internet piracy (Piracy ‘costs US studios $6.1bn, BBC News). There is a great discussion on Quora about measuring the effects of piracy and it is worth a glance to see what the impact is. $6.1 billion is not a small number. If that is indeed a true measure of the effect of internet piracy and not an exaggerated number based upon greed and fear, then I can understand why Hollywood would want to fund SOPA.

However, I argue that the number one problem Hollywood is facing is not piracy, but originality. According to a moviefone.com blog post, 2011 set the all-time record for released sequels in a year: 27 (roughly one-fifth of world-wide releases)! Five of the Top 10 Box Office films are sequels, three of them are in the top three, and three join a franchise with at least four other films.

Much like the music industry losing the battle with the Internet in the late 90′s and early 2000′s, it’s time for Hollywood to remake their industry. Not out of greed and fear, but out of a love for the craft and for cinematic experiences. There are actors and directors working today that have embraced the power of the internet. They are funding independent projects, using their clout for the benefit of the trade, and creating an internet experience which embraces the love and passion needed for the survival of cinema.

What’s really the problem? A dying system holding onto it’s last straw.

What’s the solution? Fund the ultimate remake: The re-imagining of an experience which continues to morph and evolve thanks to the marvels of modern-day technology.

It’s time for Hollywood to adapt or die.

A Simple Phrase To Live By

I am one month into the pursuit of my master’s degree in organizational leadership and already I am having the experience I was hoping for:  my mind is being blown, my thinking is being challenged, and the words of my friend Russell Mickler are making more sense after each class.

This week’s reading from Level Three Leadership:  Getting Below the Surface by James G. Clawson is all about the changing times and how these changes affect leadership.  As our society moves from bureaucracies centered around organizations and office-oriented power structures, to infocracies built upon information and individual power structured around people and their proximity to customers, leaders may find themselves swimming against a very strong current of change (Clawson, 2012).

What are leaders to do?

How will they adapt to the changing times?  Here is a thought from Clawson:

“The new leaders will be learners who are open to new ideas and who value change.  The new leaders will be trustworthy, respectworthy, and changeworthy.  They will value what others can do, and they will know how to highlight and build on those capabilities.  In the face of changes ahead, they will be clear on who they are and what they stand for” (pg. 50).

Building upon the idea of valuing change and new ideas, Clawson continues defining the new leaders of tomorrow:

“They will be designers and initiators, always looking for a better way, always willing to fix things that aren’t yet broken, but with a specific purpose in mind.  The new leaders will be and/also thinkers instead of either/or thinkers” (pg. 50).

Change is not easy.  It takes a lot of guts to look at your life or career and admit you are deficient in one or all areas.

For the past few years, my attitude regarding my work has led to burnout and boredom.  The overall excitement of discovering new possibilities was replaced with predictable and lack-luster work.  I stopped thinking there were new things to learn.  I became a stagnant and grumpy 32-year old man.  I thought I knew all of the answers, but eventually realized I didn’t know the questions.  I came face-to-face with my arrogance and finally understood the truth:  I don’t know everything.  I barely know anything.

This brings me to the very simple phrase I am learning to live by:  ”I’m not sure, but I’ll try to figure it out.”

As I am figuring things out, I have come across a few websites and videos that have completely blown me away and gotten me excited for the possibilities of change:

Address Is Approximate from The Theory on Vimeo.

What’s blowing your mind and getting you excited to change?

After The Peak

TotalFilm.com posted an article about George Lucas hinting at Indiana Jones 5, specifically how he is currently searching for the film’s MacGuffin (think Ark of the Covenant, magic rocks, the holy grail, and crystal skulls).

I would consider myself an avid Indiana Jones fan.  Raiders of the Lost Ark was an impressionable film growing up and for a time I wanted to be an archeologist until I realized archeology was nothing like the Indiana Jones films.  I learned about how disappointing reality can be compared to the magic of Hollywood thanks to Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade.  I remember traveling to Petra, Jordan where a few scenes of Last Crusade were filmed.  Excited to see the facade of “The Treasury” and anxious to get inside to the cavernous interiors where “only the penitent man shall pass,” I climbed the stairs and entered a small, completely boxed-in room.  I guess I wasn’t penitent enough.

Fast forward through the disappointment which was Crystal Skull and ask the question:  What will you do after your career peaks?

A lot of film directors have peaked, Lucas being one of them, Spielberg another.  They changed the way movies were made early in their careers, but now they release movies that make audiences shake their collective heads and wonder, “They thought that was a good idea?”

In addition to really bad ideas, some directors hang onto their past work, not willing to let the films speak for themselves in the context of film history.  Okay George, we get it, you can make a movie from the 70′s look like every decade since.  Let it go buddy.  Star Wars is a good film.  It’s not perfect, but it was groundbreaking and cutting edge in the 70′s, and the fact that it singlehandedly influenced modern cinema should say something.

A lot of creative professionals start their careers hungry to change the world.  Some find success by experimenting, asking questions, and never letting the answers coax them into a career-oriented laziness.  Others find success and lose touch with reality over time as they believe the press clippings regarding the greatness of “__________.”

Everyone has the potential to be someone.  However, they also have the ability to know when enough is enough, hang up the towel, and try something new.

What are you going to do when your career peaks?  Will you look at what you have done and see how you can repurpose it for a new audience or will you search for something new that echoes deep within your soul?

Perhaps the MacGuffin eluding Lucas and Spielberg is retirement.

Connecting The Dots

While enjoying a cup of coffee and hearing a friend’s story about what has been happening in his life, he asked me the inevitable question:  ”How about you?”

How do I even start to answer that question?

I thought through all of the amazing meetings and serendipitous conversations I have been having lately:  Hearing stories of a famous guitar teacher and the spark which ignited a successful career in the make up industry, talking with the creator of a memorable candy because he did a Twitter search for his name and saw that I was talking about his documentary, meeting with someone I haven’t spoken with in years about some potential creative projects, and having coffee with a friend recently employed with a company mentioned in two meetings this week alone.

All I could say was the truth:  I’m connecting the dots.  All of these amazing things are happening and I’m simply trying to figure out what they mean for my life.  How do I take what appear to be random encounters, discover the appropriate context and meaning for my life, so that I can uncover unforeseen opportunities?

The only way I can answer this question is by looking at the difference between a food chain and a food web.  I want the experiences of my life to be like a food chain.  Clearly linear, with a concrete understanding of the relationship between the elements of a particular chain.

However, my life is more represented by the non-linear nature of a food web.  All of the elements of my life directly and concurrently impact each other, but it takes more determination and effort to connect the dots.  The relationships between elements exist, but aren’t as easy to articulate or contextualize.  Needless to say, these conversations and random encounters are important.  They mean something to my life.  I just need to find the relationships to one another.

A picture is forming, I am seeing something, but I still have more dots to connect.  Fortunately, I will continue having these experiences to look back on, because they will never go away.  Just like connect the dot images, you can either focus on the dots or the image as whole, but both are dependent upon one another for their existence.

Have you connected the dots of your life experiences?  What image has formed for your life?

The Meaning of Life

I’m a sucker for impossible questions to answer.  Take the question that each of us ask at least once in our lifetime:  ”What is the meaning of life?”  What an impossible question to answer.  Yet, people continue to try telling others not only what their lives mean, but how they should live.

Last night, I dove into The Power of Myth with Bill Moyers and Joseph Campbell.  During the discussion of “Myth and the Modern World,” Moyers begins talking about how we as human beings need to tell our stories, discovering who we are in the process.  How Campbell responds is not only beautiful, but also insightful about life being so much more than just meaning, it’s living fully alive:

People say that what we’re all seeking is a meaning for life.  I don’t think that’s what we’re really seeking.  I think that what we’re seeking is an experience of being alive, so that our life experiences on the purely physical plane will have resonances within our innermost being and reality, so that we actually feel the rapture of being alive.  That’s what it’s all finally about, and that’s what these clues help us to find within ourselves.

Two things stand out:  First, that we are seeking life experiences that echo within our “innermost being” or soul; and second, that we feel so alive, we are outside of ourselves.

Life Experiences Beyond The Mundane

Every morning, I wake up and start having life experiences.  I make coffee, I eat breakfast, I shower, I work, I talk with my friends and my wife, along with a myriad of other things that are fairly consistent day to day.  While these are life experiences, do they “resonate” in my innermost being?  Not even close.  In fact, most days I feel absolutely numb.

A soul-echoing life experience is about capturing the unexpected in your hands, recognizing it for what it is, and allowing it to push you into tomorrow, not being stuck in today.

It’s an unexpected phone call from someone I don’t know thanking me.  It’s a glimpse of happiness in the eyes of someone who has every right to be miserable.  It’s doing something you love, even if it isn’t perfect.  It’s breaking outside of your comfort zone.  It’s tearing down the walls of compartmentalization for a moment, allowing a momentary bombardment of life.

Fully Alive!

As Campbell said, “the rapture of being alive” is about being fully alive.  So alive that you are not only outside yourself, but so alive that you even transcend the physical aspects of life.  What a journey to go from simply experiencing day-to-day life to being fully alive.  It almost seems as impossible as defining what the meaning of life is.

Thankfully, we have a choice.  We can choose to succumb to the monotony, pain, and struggles of life, being the puppet of an angry god, throwing out lightning bolts of defeat.  Or we can choose to journey to be fully alive, learning how to be the puppet master of our own existence, experimenting, loving, and hoping that what is to come very well might be.